Birth of Liquid Pleyades v. Steede Bonnet

Every time I smoke I remember why I don't smoke anymore, though because I have to wait before I can smoke again, I forget that I cannot actually smoke without wanting to not say that every time I smoke I remember why I don't smoke anymore, because that would mean that I'm both smoking and somone else, which is how I feel when I've lit a cigarette directly after vomiting from smoking the same one that I'm smoking now, for I've forgotten again and I only smoke to remember why I don't smoke, not to actually smoke, that would be silly and there's nothing silly about vomit only cigarettes, and how they're purchased for thought mostly, you buy them to start to remember why you never smoked before, to forget why you've always smoked and how when you couldn't find any to smoke it wasn't because you had never tried, it was because you threw them away so that the next time you wanted to smoke you'd have to buy more and pretend it was the first time, even as you walked into the store smoking the first of the newly opened pack in your pocket.